Thursday, December 8, 2022

Tartosan Summer - The Road Ahead

 The Gala was over and Miranda's summer in Tartosa was coming to an end. The turmoil in her heart, which had been quiet until last night, roared like a storm off the sea. An idea had come to her in the night, as she lay in Mariah's arms, knowing they would part again soon and desperate to never let her go... a wild, mad, impossible idea. Rising early, she had sought the calm and stillness of mediation... where maybe she'd see, like Gwen saw, the road ahead.

"You're floating," Mariah's voice burst into the stillness. "You know that, right?"

"Ahhh!" Miranda cried as she dropped to the ground. 

"Oh," Mariah's wince of sympathy was somewhat undermined be her laughter. "Sorry."

"That's not as easy as it looks you know," Miranda grumbled.

"Here," Mariah grinned. "Let me kiss it and make it better."

"That's not the cheek I fell on," Miranda muttered.

"I could kiss that one too, if you want," Mariah's eyes glittered with amusement.

"I... I need to talk you," Miranda said, trying to gather her thoughts. 

"Oh...," Mariah looked worried. "I... I guess... I do too..."

"Let me get this out," Miranda said, striving to sound resolute, "You know I'm suppose to leave soon... and go to University... and we'd be apart again... and I'm not doing it! I'm staying! I'm staying here, in Tartosa. I can get a job... and maybe next semester apply to university here... and..."

 "Oh, wow," Mariah's eyes went wide. "Wow! I mean... yeah... you could do that. If you do, I'll... I'll write you and I'll miss you... and maybe we'll see each other on holidays..."

"What are you talking about?" Miranda demanded. "I'm staying!"

"Yeah, but I'm going to Britechester," Mariah said.

"So, I'll be here and we can be together," Miranda continued, talking over her, "and... you're doing what?!?"

"I'm going to Britechester," Mariah repeated. "I go in there... and I..."

"Why are you going to Britechester?!?," Miranda said, shocked. "I mean, they have universities here... I thought... you didn't apply there just to be with me?! Did you?"

"Hey, a minute ago you were going to throw away everything to live here, just to be with me," Mariah pointed out. "Besides, that's not why I applied there. OK, it's not the only reason I applied there."

"Really?" Miranda looked skeptical.

"They have a great psych program," Mariah pointed out, " and after all the counseling I've been doing, I think that's what I want to do... with my life.. be a counselor. OK, technically Foxbury's got a better psych program... and I did apply there 'cause I'd only be across town... but my grades weren't good enough."


 "So," she continued, "I'm going to Britechester... and if you run away and live on the beech here, I promise to write you and..."

Miranda's kiss interrupted her.

"I love you," Miranda sighed. 

"I love you too," Mariah relaxed into her arms.

"Why didn't you tell me!" Miranda snapped suddenly.

"I was worried you wouldn't be happy," Mariah admitted. "That maybe... you wouldn't want me to."

"I love you," Miranda breathed again, embracing her. She could see the road ahead now and knew they would talk it together.





Wednesday, December 7, 2022

Tartosan Summer - I Guess That's Why They Call It The Blues

On the terrace outside, with the music and chatter of the gala a whisper behind them, Mariah watched as Miranda took a deep breath.

"I love it here," Miranda sighed. "The sea air, the moonlight... it's so beautiful."

"Yes, you are," Mariah whispered.

"What?" Miranda asked.

"Yes, it is," Mariah nodded, blushing faintly.

"Thank you for getting me out of there," Miranda smiled, coming over to her. "If one more person said how grown up I look while trying to sneak a peek at my boobs, I was going to scream."

"Well, you do look very... grown up," Mariah grinned.

Miranda groaned.

"What did you want to talk about?" she asked.

"What?" Mariah froze. Not the right time, she thought before hastily saying, "No, nothing... I just wanted to get you to myself."

"Oh," Miranda smiled a little sadly. "Well, you've got me. What are you going to do with me?"

"Never stop kissing you," Mariah breathed.

"I like that plan," Miranda sighed, leaning into her. 

Their time together was almost over, Miranda thought as they kissed. Soon, much too soon, they would be parted again... but tonight... tonight they had each other.

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I Guess That's Why They Call It The Blues - Elton John

… Don't wish it away
Don't look at it like it's forever
Between you and me I can honestly say
That things will only get better

… And while I'm away
Dust out the demons inside
And it won't be long before you and me run
To the place in our hearts where we hide
 
And I guess that's why they call it the bluesTime on my hands should be time spent with youLaughing like children, living like loversRolling like thunder under the coversAnd I guess that's why they call it the blues

 … Just stare into spacePicture my face in your handsLive for each second without hesitationAnd never forget I'm your girl

Wait on me girlCry in the night if it helpsBut more than ever I simply love youMore than I love life itself
 
And I guess that's why they call it the bluesTime on my hands should be time spent with youLaughing like children, living like loversRolling like thunder under the coversAnd I guess that's why they call it the blues

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